Sunday Cell Outing & the Terror that awaits~

Sunday came and went as quickly as it is, fun was Sunday as it's the First Time of 6 members of my cell (SP, Sandy, Austin, Bryan, Adeline, Xue Ting) to play rollerblade at East Coast Park... I was the only one there who knows how to blade, so it has fallen under my task to teach 6 of them together alone... Man, it was tough, but it was fun and seeing them able to maintain their balance without any help at the end of the 2hrs rental certainly pays off...

Had a bit of fellowship with Linda and his bf after that at Mac and they are kind enough to send some of us to Marsiling MRT while they drive to Malaysia? Wow~ Every week there is their standard routine... Hats off them, seriously...

Fun day was over and now terror came when I go back to work on Monday. All my experienced staffs are out of action at One Raffles Quay Mailroom and I had to go over early in the morning to teach the 2 new support staffs (Ladies..) some basic tasks that they have to do. Had to rush back to Suntec to clear off my outstanding desk jobs as well.. . The whole day was a rush against time... so much things to do, yet so little time and I have only 2 hands & 1 brain... Was totally stressed out~

Office hours are over and finally it's time to meet Dear to go Little India for dinner and to do her Hannah... Gosh~ Haven't been there since primary school? Can't really stand the strong, overwhelming odor there... but for the sake of Dear, I just have to endure.... Food was nice, and had a great time there... So grateful that I was able to relax myself with Dear after the tremendous stress I had at work who brought me down on my kneels a few times...

Had the opportunity to try out Circle Line for the first time as well to Bishan... Pray that the rest of the week will breeze thru quickly and smoothly...

Overstressed!

Recent weeks has been very stressful for me during work… The amount of things to do just keeps on piling up & the tremendous pressure keeps on increasing and increasing. Have been trying my best to finish every tasks well, when the rest are resting, I’m working, when the rest are having lunch, I’m working, when the rest have knocked off, I’m still working…

Things will have gone well if not for the comments of one of my staffs who backstabbed me when I’m not around. He was saying that I’m always so FREE, every time sitting at my desk doing nothing? Hello? Is he blind? Has he not eyes to see, not ears to hear? In the same day, another staff of mine who was recommended by the MD showed attitude and disrespect to me which pissed me real bad. Are the things I do not appreciated? Are the efforts I made not enough? Everyone’s been stressing me, my boss, clients, and now even my own staffs… My morale was really down and I hide in the store to pray and cry, yes, I do shed tears… I don’t really feel like going back to work anymore.

Thus come Sat where I bring a heavy heart to Cell & service… Had quite a relieve of the burden during cell, thanks to my wonderful members & leader & also the presence of God. Service was the breakthrough for me, Pastor Kong actually preach about Job, where he suffered tremendously and still praise and give thanks to God. In the midst of it, he gained the capacity to endure for the greater goods of God’s plans… It was like WOW! God is trying to tell me something which I neglected even thought I have heard it many times before… Praise God! I went down for the altar call and there, my heart was broken & refill with God’s holy presence, strength and comfort…

Job 23:10 – “But He knows the way that I take: When He has tested me, I shall come forth as gold.”